It’s the dark times again..
and although I’m safe under dark , now with COVID-19 going around, things go a bit darker than before…
For some reason this websites get’s attacked… from all around the world.. something I still don’t get, why me? why this website..
Is is something I did, I said, or didn’t say? What do I miss?
Clearly I’m not of great importance, am I?
Daily visitor count suddenly spiked two months ago..
Why? I don’t get it.. something is missing and I’m not sure what it is..
I’m slowly recovering from the last..
reverting to a past day, all was well..
but it gets to me.. missing things..
Things that make sense in the world.. but are never truly seen..
and yet, I do see them now, as they are.. in full splendor… in full view…
The beauty and horror of it… all at the same time.. a live paradox,,,
We all feel like we miss something or just feel nothing at all….
these are puzzling times for all of us, some can just cope better with some things than others.. or may seem to doso..
Just keep an eye out for one another, take care..
And for me?
I’ll be okay in the end.. if it’s not okay, it’s not the end..