I’m sorry if you missed me, personal life took over..
Fighting my Depression while in lockdown..
Fighting my daemons only to find there was another one where I least expected..
I’ve won the fight, but left with the scars.. they will need to heal..
Things have changed too much, it will never be the same.. ever
So here’s to my victory…
Only asking myself is it? Why don’t I feel like a winner?
Anyway this is my first render and my first composition image.
Yes, I know I never do any post editing, but this one was asking for it..
You can’t see the tears in her eyes very well, but I tell you they are there..
And one big question in het eyes…” Why?”
I’m okay.. Heck, I did a render again.. and that says something, don’t it?
I will never be the same, ever..
but I will be happy again.. someday..
you just wait..